((No, I’m not back. My friend, who I love very much, said that she would do a gift for myself and Maddie a while back. This was before I left the group. I did actually tell people about this, and I felt the need to post the finished product on my account.
So here you go. Zoro and Law goodness, ‘finishing on a high note’ if you like. :)
Thanks Ams, for doing this. It’s gorgeous. <3))
But I’m going to be taking my leave from the group as well. I don’t want you to think this is just because Maddie is leaving and I don’t enjoy RPing with the rest of you guys, it’s honestly more than that. I’m starting university again soon, for one thing, and I’m going to be a bit busier when I’m online. I won’t be able to keep track of more than one RP at a time and make sure I’m contributing adequately to the group.
Another reason does involve Maddie leaving; I really, really do not want to reboot my Law and forget about everything we’ve RP’d in the past few months. Because I really love it, so much. I would much rather leave it here, open ended, than erase all of that and pretend it never happened.
For that reason, I’m also keeping this blog up. Just to read over and snicker/whatever now and again and maybe to RP on if the opportunity ever again arises (as Maddie said; unless someone has already taken Law in the group, which is likely considering how popular he is, but never mind) even if it’s just a separate RP blog.
I’ve really enjoyed my time in the group and I’ve really, really enjoyed making friends with you all. I have most of you on Skype, MSN, the like so if you want to talk to me you can. No need lose contact. c:
This was all discussed and decided on, so don’t think I’m just running out on you suddenly. I’ve made my mind up about this. So I’m also sorry to Brandy who I was supposed to help out, I don’t know if you guessed I was leaving or whatnot. But yeah. <3 Sorry chicka.
I’ll also still be on Facebook, so for people who get on there, yeah.
Hope you guys understand, it makes me really sad to see all of this end… but I’d rather it ends like this than change everything around, disappoint due to my schedule and forget this huge, epic storyline ever existed. <3
I’ll probably get rid of Killer and fem!Law just because I never used them much, oh, and also if you want to add me on my personal Tumblr then feel free! BlackChapel < Over here. c:
I think that’s just about it… except that I’ve LOVED being in the group, and when I made this decision I was just about bawing everywhere. Thanks for having me, group-guys, and thanks for following me you other guys. It’s been a blast.
captainbonney replied to your photo: ((I seriously love you guys. Maddie and Hannah get…
(You do realize that is the Yandre stare.)
((KAWAII-DESU LAW-KUN IS THE MOST ADORABLE LITTLE YANDERE IN THE WORLD. FEAR HIS CRAZY, AND HIS MOE.
Iwanttoshootmyselfinthethroat.
Orinthehandswhichismorelogical.))
((I seriously love you guys. Maddie and Hannah get big Arty!cuddles. You’re all awesome and kblah to anyone who says otherwise. Fail-trolls included. <3
Sappy picture was required. Deal with it.))
He shivered in the hold, his thoughts from earlier coming back to haunt him, the sickness curling in his gut again and the trembling worsening. “…back there…” He had to get this off his chest, he just had to. “…I wanted you to hit me… not me… but it… it wanted you to hit me… you were so angry… and it excited me…” He looked up at Zoro, swallowing and preparing for the reaction.
He gave a hollow chuckle, tightening his grip even more. He held him like that for a few minutes in silence, trying to quell the trembles that wracked through both their bodies. Finally, he steeled himself. He had to be strong, had to pull himself together.
“Not gonna happen…” he muttered. “Ever.”
He chuckled, and it wasn’t a nice one. The first indication that he was still wrestling with himself. “What if I asked you…? What if I asked you to… be rough with me?” He leaned in to rumble softly into Zoro’s ear. He was trying his best, but it seemed things just slipped out. Things he wasn’t even thinking of saying, and he certainly didn’t mean to have a grin on his face as he said them.
Zoro’s eyes widened for the briefest of moments and then they narrowed again, staring at the wall in front of him, still holding onto Law.
“No,” he whispered fiercely. “Not like this…”
His hand resumed its stroking through the doctor’s hair, as much an attempt at calming himself as Law. Because as much as Law was losing control, Zoro had begun to feel the same. Like nothing he said could change anything….
He flinched back, the rebuff enough to shut that darker personality up again. It earned him rejection… rejection from the man he loved. Not entirely, but it was a form of rejection. He bit his lip, the shakes returning and fingers clenched against palms, white knuckled.
“I… I love you…” He whimpered and looked up at him again, hands going lax to allow the struggling doctor to reach up and stroke over Zoro’s cheek, over the short green fluff of a sideburn gently, nervously. “I…I’ll change for you. I’m really trying…”
The smallest of smiles and he closed his eyes, burying his face into the man’s shoulder, uncaring of the blood staining it.
“I know….that’s why I love you too…”
The tiniest of sniffles, only a tiny one. But it was enough to show that he’d calmed, for now. Like… that… he’d never be caught dead crying, his more submissive, self-harming insanity? Yes. But not the murderous psychopath who found incredible joy and excitement in the suffering of others.
“W-what if they find out… find out it was me…? I-I’ll have to leave this island…” This wouldn’t usually be a problem, of course. He and his crew would fight back and run away, as pirates did best. But… “…I don’t want to leave just yet…”
“You might have to,” he replied, not taking his head from Law’s shoulder. “If they find out, then you have to get out of here. We’ll see each other again. But you have to get away.” His hand took Law’s, stroking over it lightly. “I’ll help you in any way I can…”
“…mmmn…” He wanted to whine, protest that he wouldn’t, but he was a pirate captain and, despite his crazy, intelligent; he knew that he couldn’t hang around if they found some way to direct the blame toward him. …and usually being a pirate meant you got the blame no matter if you were guilty or not.
He scrambled to his feet quickly, ripping his coat and shirt off, kicking his boots off and undoing his pants to kick those off as well. Not only was the smell getting to him again, the blood was drying now and sticking to his skin. No use, of course. it matted his hair, covered his hands and face. The pain in his chest lingered, but the damage done seemed minimal compared to the damage done by the snake in the first instance. If any ribs were broken, they weren’t hurting much any more.
The bruising however, was horrendous. The skittery doctor, standing in only his boxers, scooped up his clothing and looked over at Zoro quickly. “I-if I have to go soon… if they find out… I want…” He shook his head, shifting around awkwardly. “…n-never mind… j-just promise me you won’t forget about me, okay…?”
A bit surprised, Zoro got to his feet as well, reaching out as if to assist him but not sure how. He stood at the ready nonetheless, prepared to help with anything if needed.
Finally, he gave a little sigh and a small smile. “Idiot, how could I forget about you?”
The doctor hesitated, just briefly, his paranoid little mind considering every possible reason Zoro could forget him. Then he replied, quietly, in almost a whisper. “I don’t know… I’m just terrified that you will…”
…and he took off, out of the room at a run, back to his own quarters. Mostly to hide how upset his own paranoia had him, in case Zoro thought he was going crazy again, and partly because he needed to get out of the theatre. That room… it made things so much more difficult for him to control his head.
Eyes widened and eyebrows rose as Law took off running past him.
“O-Oi, what’re you—-wait up, dammit!” he stammered and ran after him, luckily managing to keep him in sight. Avoided any wandering detours at least. He called out after him again until he realized the doctor wasn’t actually leaving the sub, instead heading for his quarters.
He stopped in the doorway once there, brow furrowed in confusion. “Why’d you take off?”
The doctor had dropped the clothes and dove under the bed covers upon bursting into his room, knowing Zoro would probably follow him and not wanting to face the man until he calmed down; he felt like far too much of a burden on the swordsman already, especially after his time in the infirmary, relying on Zoro to do most everything for him.
He rose the edge of the blankets some, peeking out through the gap at him. “…n-no reason…” Which was OBVIOUSLY bullshit.
A roll of his eyes and he stepped into the room, shutting the door behind him and walking over to stand over the edge of the bed. “No reason,” he repeated, deadpan. And just stood there, staring, eyebrow quirked, skeptical. “Uh huh.”
Law shuffled back a bit when Zoro drew closer, still trying to peer out and yet stay out of sight at the same time. “…m’just scared…” He muttered, shifting again under the covers. “…it’s stupid… I know you wouldn’t forget me…”
{I LOVE THAT GAME. Beware of being Zoro though. He quite literally got me lost a bunch of times. xD}(Been using Sanji the most, nope not a fangirl at all.)
((I WANT THIS GAME SO EFFING MUCH. AAARGHH. Not fair. You cannot get it here. Period. ; ;))
(Well you can’t get it over here either. Apparently it was printed in limited numbers so if you find a copy better keep it safe.)
((FJKLFJASF;LDJSGLDSAF;S. I do that with my copy of FF6. That thing is like my ultra-rare, sparkle-sue baby in all it’s special snowflake glory. I covert it.))